buy cheap cialis cheap Cialis (Tadalafil) buy cialis online buy online cialis free cialis Cialis Professional cheap cialis professional price cialis professional buy cheap cialis super active buy levitra professional viagra super active buy cheap viagra soft tabs levitra plus price cheap cialis soft tabs all pills The Best Pharmacy Online-Offers Need the Cheapest Drugs? Oun Pharmacy Store Is the Right Choice buy vpxl VPXL (Very Penis Extended Long) Кулинарная книга VPXL vpxl online mudak, мудак Sixfoot6 Archives: February 2003

 

Archives > '02 to Present > February 2003

Head on His Shoulders

posted Feb 28, 2003, 03:50 PM | 2 Comments

Last Friday night I made a list of things that needed to be done over the weekend... and I'm very nearly finished with it. I still need to "begin redesign of southers marsh site" and "read two more chapters of casino moscow". I actually added "play chess with josh by the fire" to the list later on... so it really doesn't count, not being a part of the original list. So. Still, that kind of thinking didn't prevent me from adding a bunch of little things like "take shower" and "pick sweaters off floor" to the list, for productivity's sake. So I'll have to roll those items onto a new list, or else scribble new listings around the unfinished items.

I did manage to finish one of the most important listed tasks: while sipping my breakfast tea yesterday, I wrote a letter to my father. I scrawled quickly with a bic pen, onto page after page from a plain drugstore writing tablet. It has a red cover, the kind dad always kept in the top right drawer of the large wooden desk in his bedroom. It occurred to me several pages in, as my hand grew sore, that I'm not sure I've ever written my father in my life. I send him email from time to time, and include homemade cards with his Father's Day gifts. Back in sixth grade, I may have sent him a postcard from Cub Scout camp. That's it.

I've accepted that here's never enough time to communicate with everyone... it seems to come with being easily distracted, being surrounded by friends, becoming a responsible adult. But as I sipped and scribbled about relationships and money problems, grocery shopping and my brother's trip to Europe, I had trouble wrapping my mind around the absurdity of the idea that I've written hundreds and hundreds of pages of text in my life--essays, letters, stories, articles, emails and blog posts--and only a few pages of it all has been directed at my parents.

I glanced at the clock and penned more quickly, trying my best to fill the letter with love. I shook out my aching hand. In my mind I kept picturing a photograph I'd seen once, in one of my mother's albums, of my father hiking through the woods. He was smiling, wearing the same plaid light jacket that now hangs in my closet. And riding on his back, in a navy blue aluminum and canvas apparatus, was a smaller version of me, laughing.

Such a Good Feeling

posted Feb 27, 2003, 12:41 PM | 6 Comments

How to tell your Kids about Fred Rogers' Death: "Mister Rogers always said, 'Whatever is mentionable can be more manageable.'"

Back in Snack

posted Feb 27, 2003, 05:38 PM | 17 Comments

it's pretty early in the morning, and i finally got the new episode off the ground. i have this problem where i feel like anything that aint on the front page of the sixfoot6.com basically doesn't exist, so i decided it was time to pull my little blog to the front page so i'd have a reason to post something. if i'm going to bother having a website, i'd like it to feel active. to get me excited about the web again, a bit more.

there's a lot going on with my head and heart (and the world) these days, so more frequent writing seems like a good idea. enough of this four week between episode bs. onward ever onward.

well, good morning! what did you have for breakfast this morning? i'd honestly like to know. and what would you have eaten if you had the time and money?

About this page.

Sixfoot6.com presents expermients in writing, design, photography, and hypertext. This weblog entry was posted by Ryan, the site's author.

 

buy cheap cialis cheap Cialis (Tadalafil) buy cialis online buy online cialis free cialis Cialis Professional cheap cialis professional price cialis professional buy cheap cialis super active buy levitra professional viagra super active buy cheap viagra soft tabs levitra plus price cheap cialis soft tabs all pills The Best Pharmacy Online-Offers Need the Cheapest Drugs? Oun Pharmacy Store Is the Right Choice buy vpxl VPXL (Very Penis Extended Long) Кулинарная книга VPXL vpxl online buy cheap cialis cheap Cialis (Tadalafil) buy cialis online buy online cialis free cialis Cialis Professional cheap cialis professional price cialis professional buy cheap cialis super active buy levitra professional viagra super active buy cheap viagra soft tabs levitra plus price cheap cialis soft tabs all pills The Best Pharmacy Online-Offers Need the Cheapest Drugs? Oun Pharmacy Store Is the Right Choice buy vpxl VPXL (Very Penis Extended Long) Кулинарная книга VPXL vpxl online buy cheap cialis cheap Cialis (Tadalafil) buy cialis online buy online cialis free cialis Cialis Professional cheap cialis professional price cialis professional buy cheap cialis super active buy levitra professional viagra super active buy cheap viagra soft tabs levitra plus price cheap cialis soft tabs all pills The Best Pharmacy Online-Offers Need the Cheapest Drugs? Oun Pharmacy Store Is the Right Choice buy vpxl VPXL (Very Penis Extended Long) Кулинарная книга VPXL vpxl online